I am not that complicated..

This post is dedicated to all the girls out there, who live life their way AND guys who never understand, what way is that;) Nothing fictitious about this..Its all real.. Happy reading :)

I might throw tantrums,
I might be annoying at times,
I might speak without thinking,
And think of stuff that makes no sense,
I might have an attitude problem,
But trust me,
I am not as complicated as you think....


I cry for no reason,
UN-funny  makes me giggle,
I might say things you don't understand,
I might irritate with my piffle,
But trust me,
I am not as complicated as you think....

To be honest,
I am a simple girl,
All I want from life is EVERYTHING!!

There isn't much I seek,
Sometimes,
The simplest of things make me happy,
Like a chirping bird,
The smell of wet mud,
Like the gorgeousness of a white lily,
The freshness of a morning,
Like reading my favourite book,
Like a small bite of chocolate,
A cup of coffee,
Sitting beside the window....

Let me be me,
Let me laugh out loud,
Let me be less sociable at times,
Let me cross the street carelessly,
Let me crib about my looks,
Let me fall apart when I want to,
Let me cry when things don't turn out the way I want them to,
I will be fine the next moment,
Even before you figure out,
What was wrong with me, if something actually was!!

You see I am such a simple girl,
At the end of the day,
All I want is EVERYTHING!!

ME!!!

Today's strength is yesterday's pain,

Today's smile is bound to bring tears tomorrow.

Crisis and bliss make me what I am.

I've enjoyed my best and cried through my worst,

All of it put together makes me ME!!!

No matter how much my scales dip and rise,

My imbalance and balance make me what I am.

There isn't any other way I am supposed to be, except ME!!!

Just Give Me One Chance

Just give me one chance to be myself,

And you will realise I am so much more beautiful than I appear to be.

Give me a chance to be fearless of the world's hypocrisy,

And you will realise there is a lot more to life than you ever thought it would be.

Just give me one chance to make my song and sing it loud,

You will hear the lyrics of life's unheard story.

Just give me one chance to walk on the path less traveled,

The smile on my face,am sure, will make you follow me.

A New World

To the dawn of today’s morning, I wake up to a new world; a world I have chosen to be in, a world that welcomes  me with open arms, a world which is not judgmental, yet a world of sheer reality. I believe all that surrounds me is acceptable, for the world is full of surprises, meant to be appreciated.

This is a world I have chosen to be in; to make a corner for myself, to be the one I always wanted to be; to feel the eternal ecstasy; to show my true elements. I derive comfort from myself in this  world, i  seek it within, for I love being myself, I enjoy my own company, I adore the way I am. I am there to share my happiness, to smile with myself, to wipe my tears.

Solitude is no more a word I loathe, for it has shown me what am I made of, it has widened my horizons. The only expectations I need to meet are mine. I don’t need to climb the ladder of others’ expectations, for they don’t let me enjoy a moment of fulfillment. I am free, out of the clutches.

Learning to be selfless is easy; caring for the world around is easier, I have now learnt the tough part. I have started loving myself; selflessly, unconditionally.  I learnt it the hard way, but I finally did!!

Give me my innocence back…..

Give me my innocence back…..

Make me the child again who could not manipulate….

Who didn’t know how to hurt others….

Give me my innocence back….

I have grown up I know,

And so have my desires and wishes…

I desire so much, my wish list is huge…

Take me to that time…

When all I needed was my dad’s hug….

All I craved for was a chocolate bar…

All that made me happy was my little Barbie….

Take me to the time…

When the only reason to cry was less marks…

When I didn’t bother who is thinking what…

When i used to giggle for no reasons at all….

Take me to the time…

When I didn’t even know what hating something was…

When there were no mysteries to unravel….

When being contented was not an elusive job…..

Take me to the time….

When my best sari was my moms duppata…

When her bangles were too big for me….

When I would apply the lipstick like a face stick…

And still there was no one who would mock at me….

Take me to the time

When my brother was my biggest enemy…

When I used to hide his socks….

Just when he needed them the most….

Take me to the time…..

When getting a 10 on 10 made everyone in class jealous….

When being the class monitor was the best thing ever….

When looking at the mirror was just not important….

When I had all the time in the world…

To laugh out loud with my best friend….

To play with my cousins every now and then….

When the silly gardens were our favorite destination….

Take me to the time..

When my day started with dad waking me up…

And ended with mom putting me to bed….

When my obnoxious little brother whom I love the most…

irritated me tugging my braid…                                                                                         

Where have these days gone…

Give me back my heaven….

Give me back my innocence….

Love you DAD.......

you are my own,

you are the best,

coz you are MY dad,

n i love to say.....MY DADDY STRONGEST......

i'll never forget the good old days,

when you were the one,

who taught me life's ways...

showing me the right path always.....

you are my beloved,

who has faith in me....

you are my hero,

you believe in me.....

one thing i know for sure...

even when the whole world is aginst me,

you are there by my side....

when i have you with me,

i dont want anything else...

when you are around,

it feels i am  surrounded by god....

you are the best,the way you are....

mom  may yell at you for your huge tummy..!

but when i hug it while crying, it gives me comfort,

and makes me want to cry some more.......!

you love me for the my good,

you loved me even more for the bad,

and this unconditional love of yours,

makes me cease all that is bad in me....

you ensured my happiness,

giving me the freedom to live life the way i like..

but, everytime i know, you knew,

i'll go for just what you expect....

and today when i am away from home,

i miss nothing more than you...

they say home is where the heart is...

but for me, home is where my dad is.....

i've always wanted to be on my own...

but hey, i have a confession...

independence without you is awful,

my smile depends on your presence...

my happiness relies on you....

o dear dad....

i always say,

your the best coz you are MY dad...

but wanna tell you the truth,

i am good coz i am YOUR daughter....

i always say,

you chose to be my dad...

but hold on, thats not true again...

i chose to be your daughter,

and will choose you... forever and ever....

thanks for being my dad.....

Love you PAPPA.....